Tuesday, May 02, 2006
just what exactly am i doing?
i have no idea.
i just dont want you to be hanging there,
i dont want you to be waiting,
for nothing.
it's taking a toll on me, on us.
im so sorry that i hurt you,
i have no idea what im doing/saying/feeling.
i dont want to hurt you anymore.
yet you mean so much to me that i cant let go.
i cant possibly give up whatever that we've been through
you're so special in my eyes.
i cant.
yeah i know im selfish,
a total useless fool.
and im so sorry that i've to put you through all these
you dont deserve it at all.
you deserve nothing like this.
a million thoughts racing through my mind
most with the qns "why"
i know what you want aint my apology too,
but thats all i have to offer
for i myself have no clue as to what is gonna happen next
so all i have to say is
im sorry
and i truly am.
i just cant get jump through this hurdle of mine.
Merser
